Friday, August 21, 2009

A few of my favorite things

Snow falling softly on my tongue
Orange leaves on a tree
Sunsets kissing the horizon
and you kissing me

Early morning haze
before the sun wakes up
birds coming alive
hot coffee in my cup

Feeling the wind on my face
footsteps coming down a hall
loving and being loved in return
grandchildren smiling on my wall

Bacon sizzling in a pan
cantaloupe sliced on a plate
diced tomatoes and two eggs over easy
all served up quite late

Watching a tug go down river
watching sea birds walk on sand
watching children playing in a pool
and swimming every chance that I can

Standing as Old Glory passes by
watching her folds unfurl
blessed to be living in the USA
and thankful that I am a girl

Writing and focusing my camera just right
making my world come alive
sharing my heart with the ones that I love
and finishing all my work by five

Being able to pray when and where I choose
and not being afraid to do so
having my 39th birthday... 24 times
and quietly going along with the flow

Tracing lines along the map on the wall
going to places near and far
listening to my Grandpa Gookie's tall tales
and eating cookies from Grandma Den's cookie jar

Taking each day as it comes along
and daily learning something new
remembering always the good old days
and the time I spent with you

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Waiting for that sweet someday



Tonight as I was walking away
I heard footsteps close behind
I dared not turn to look at you
for fear of who you might not be

Earlier this evening I waited for you
but you've all but hidden your face
now am I wrong...or are you afraid
to do what your heart tells you to do

Your life might be in for a drastic change
and happiness could sneak up on you
but if this is what you are worried about
then begone, I'll not get in your way

For I'll remain as I've always been
waiting for that sweet someday
should you ever return, I'll still be here
waiting for you to come take me away

But remember that deep inside your heart
I'll always be that unforgettable part
that once took your breath away
and maybe...just maybe if I wait long enough...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My Yesterdays


My yesterdays, they haunt me so
and will not turn me loose
remaining as if almost a part
white forged into this bleeding heart
grasping fingers of times gone by
aged throughout the years
in lonely hours do I live out my days
with my dreams and my thoughts and my fears
but these old times are the same old times
and if only they could be renewed
but we both know this cannot be so
for our lives we've at last reviewed
and find that what had once transpired
and kept us so far apart
was the very thing that we threw away
that precious love within our hearts

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Somewhere in Time





I met you once somewhere in time
Oh, was it so long ago
Or did I pass you on the street
My memory fails me so

The one thing clearer than all the rest
That stands out so vividly in my mind
Is the simple fact that I now confess
I've met you somewhere in time

Your silence is speaking volumes to me
And your meaning is not very clear
It's sending me mixed signals somehow
And your thoughts are all that I hear

Were we once friends or lovers perhaps
Who shared a life for a while
Or do I have you all mixed up
With the man who taught me to smile

A complex thing; this human mind
That often gets confused in the rhyme
But this one thing I know for sure
I did meet you somewhere in time


* the above photo was taken by me using my cellphone camera this past Saturday, August 15 in Lawrenceburg, TN. and the reason I took it like this is because I have read somewhere that the Amish do not like to have their photo taken.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Be Still and Know I Am God


Life, love, health, happiness, family, friends
These are some of the good gifts we receive
Our Precious Heavenly Father is all knowing
And these things come from Him as we need them

Why then, do we try to second guess God
Do we think that possibly we are as God
Knowing exactly what is good for us
And in what time we should receive these gifts

Can we not ever just be quiet and listen
Waiting patiently for that still small sound
His voice is so audible if we'd just listen for it
And his gifts superseding anything we could ever imagine

Patience is one special gift He allows us
We open this one carefully, taking our time
For if we rush head first, nothing can be gained
And the gift He bestows, lost in the confusion

Life is precious and we need to slow down
Savoring each moment as if it is our last
We should rock our children and love our aging parents
We should trust in this great and mighty God we serve

But as we wait for our next gift to arrive
Will we recognize it when it finally does comes
Or just let it slip away as we'd done so often in our past
Will we ever learn to be still and listen for His word

"Be still and know I am God"

Monday, August 3, 2009

Longing to Remain


The night is dark and oh so long
I stand and watch the moon rising
The stars are like dancing fireflies
Just waiting to start their nightly ballet

The night air is like that of a vacuum
If I exhale will breath come again
I can hear the pounding of my heart
I am alone and the black is closing in

My beautiful dream comes so quickly
My heart slows to a rhythmic pace
The skies are once again blue; the sun is shining
For me, the dream alone is my solace

If only I could remain in this dream
I could again find the peace I so crave
The would could be righted on its axis
The air is light and I float above it

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The Stages of Becoming a Woman



No comet fell when I was born but still I am here
A beating heart on this planet we call... Earth
The celestial beings have no more station than I
For I am God's creature and made in His likeness

Memories for me start at age two
When Mama brought home my new baby brother
School came at age six and life's cruelty at thirteen
At fourteen I finally became a woman

The summer I turned eighteen, I found love
A sweet precious love like no other
A love I could never have and also never forget
That love will plague me until my death

Oh Life, why did you make me choose
Why did you not let me be foolish... just once
That choice sealed my life forever in time
...........Or so I thought...........

My children came in my twenties
Hard work and tears ruled my thirties
Complacency in my forties; retirement in my fifties
And then I started a new life at sixty three

My life is passing so quickly now and soon death will come
But if by chance I could ever pass this way again
Next time I'd be more mindful of my heart
And I'd make sure my love would not come back void

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Life In My Small Town



There's nothing like a bedroom community
With small churches and friendly people
You go to the bank and they know your name
Your phone and bank account number are the same

Somebody waves at you as you pass through town
You wave back and then you slow down
Roll down your car window and shout, "Howdy do"
Then you wonder if they really do know you

But you don't care and they don't either
You're just being polite; just taking a breather
Small towns have this effect on you
And it just seems like the right thing to do

This is where you have set your roots
Hung your hat and donned your boots
The country life is what you crave
Where your kids can grow and learn to behave

Thank God for Small Town, USA
Thank God for Baldwyn, Mississippi